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Jonathan  

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I'm not dead!

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 3, 2006, 6:16 PM
Well, I almost was...just, I came back ;)

I AM A CHANGED MAN!!!! I will enjoy life, until it ends. I'm not going to waste away any more like before. They say, when you get close to death, you'll cling to life. The apposite happened with me, when I got close to life I clinged to death. I was scared of having a life, and finally, I did the most intense thing and got myself a life.

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22
  • Current Residence: England, United Kingdom.
  • Interests: Mayra :) My darling! :)
  • Favourite movie: Taegukgi (Brotherhood of War)
  • Favourite band or musician: Enya, Loreena McKennit, Paul Spaeth, Gnomusy, Hector Corcin.
  • Favourite genre of music: Soundtracks, Contemporary Instrumental.
  • Favourite artist: Myself...Just kidding :)
  • Favourite photographer: Uh ZetaB :)
  • Favourite style of art: All
  • Operating System: WinXP Home (Service Pack 2)
  • MP3 player of choice: Foobar
  • Shell of choice: The external shell that surrounds my soul :)
  • Wallpaper of choice: The stuff on walls.
  • Skin of choice: The one which layers the surface of my body
  • Favourite game: Diablo II, BF1942 Desert Combat
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Myself !
  • Personal Quote: "Love is the greatest force that exists, yet the hardest to attain."
  • Tools of the Trade: Camera, 3dsmax5 and photoshop...my mind :)

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Devious Comments

!Mikey20MD:iconMikey20MD: Feb 20, 2006, 3:40:20 AM
Also, I haven't slandered you or brought up your personal life. All I've said is that I'm pissed off at you, because you've been lying to me. And I'm hurt.
!Mikey20MD:iconMikey20MD: Feb 20, 2006, 3:20:49 AM
I always gave you everything I had. I never hurt you. And yet you betrayed me. I loved you dude. You were my friend.
~drmadcat:icondrmadcat: Feb 19, 2006, 5:14:36 PM
I don't care about my friends? Oh my God, I don't have many friends anyway. THe ones I do have I try so hard to keep. I have ALWAYS tried to be there, but it's not easy when I have to survive depression EVERY day (dysthymic disorder) and can't even get out of bed anymore. This is the last road for me, I am done for. To those who try to finish my life, good work, as you've done it. I see no point in living anymore.

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~Elleanore:iconElleanore: Feb 19, 2006, 3:52:06 PM
wow some people seems to be against you, MadCat ... i understand what you are going through, i have been there so take your time and get better!!
and BleedingDoll, he does care about his friends, if you were a true one you would understand that, not very nice of you to turn your back , try to be more understanding.
~BleedingDoll:iconBleedingDoll: Feb 19, 2006, 3:30:54 AM
ok you have problems, but you dont care about your friends. you're not kind. dont email me no more, I wont answer you.

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*AmanitaGemini:iconAmanitaGemini: Feb 16, 2006, 6:44:51 AM
How are ya, dude? Haven't seen you about my DA place for a bit, hope that all is well.

Roy

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!Mikey20MD:iconMikey20MD: Feb 4, 2006, 1:54:14 PM
Where are you bud? You said you were my best friend and that you cared about me, and then you didn't talk to me for almost a month now...what's going on? I just found this, and it's like you're living this double life. I'm so confused
~drmadcat:icondrmadcat: Jan 30, 2006, 9:01:55 PM
Thank you very much Katie. :) You're really kind to me.

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~katybear:iconkatybear: Jan 28, 2006, 3:29:23 PM
Awww :( Im sorry to hear that... but it is good to hear that your starting to feel better! ^_^

:hug:

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~drmadcat:icondrmadcat: Jan 28, 2006, 10:07:31 AM
Thanks Katie..again, headache still here :( I've been in bed so MUCH too, because I feel sick all the time. I'll be back in full force in a few days I'd imagine, as I am starting to feel a little better.

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~katybear:iconkatybear: Jan 25, 2006, 8:05:39 PM
Hey! :wave:
How are you? ^_^ I hope the headaches are better now :worry:
You know its lonely on here without you!

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~drmadcat:icondrmadcat: Jan 16, 2006, 11:16:33 AM
You are welcome :) hehe..

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~KateWalker:iconKateWalker: Jan 16, 2006, 10:35:28 AM
Thanks for the fav!
:D

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~drmadcat:icondrmadcat: Jan 16, 2006, 9:51:27 AM
You are welcome, and thanks for returned DevWATCH. Keep up the good work!

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~LatiDog:iconLatiDog: Jan 16, 2006, 9:27:29 AM
Thank you so much for your nice comments. And also that's a very cute cat. Saty nice! :clap:

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~drmadcat:icondrmadcat: Jan 15, 2006, 6:06:21 PM
I love kitties!!!!! Thank you.

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~kichibo:iconkichibo: Jan 15, 2006, 5:01:30 PM
hmm... you like kitties, do you not? :XD:
nice gallery, i think i must watch.
~drmadcat:icondrmadcat: Jan 15, 2006, 1:09:57 PM
Thank you!! Alanta is so beautiful :) All the other cats are too though!! Just Alanta is a special beauty.

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~thegreensheep:iconthegreensheep: Jan 15, 2006, 11:07:01 AM
Thank you for looking at my photographs and commenting on some of my kitties. I really appreciate it, and wanted to take the time to look through your gallery in return.

You have some adorable cats! I am especially in love with your calico, Alanta. So many beautiful cats though! :3 Thanks again.

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~drmadcat:icondrmadcat: Jan 14, 2006, 2:22:11 PM
I'm hanging in there by a thread, Katie! *big sigh*...I'll be alright though. Thanks for stoppin' by :hug: :cling:

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~katybear:iconkatybear: Jan 13, 2006, 5:45:06 PM
Hello! ^_^
Just stoppin by to see how your doin... sooooo... How are you?! lol XD

:hug: ^_^

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~drmadcat:icondrmadcat: Jan 9, 2006, 11:18:22 AM
kein problem

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~Errisan:iconErrisan: Jan 9, 2006, 11:06:15 AM
thanks for the comment ^^
~kendre:iconkendre: Jan 9, 2006, 12:16:29 AM
Hapy new year to you!! :hug:

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